Sunday, January 10, 2010

In a rut

Today I woke up feeling a little depressed. Slept at nearly 7 in the morning, took my medicines before I slept.

I wish I led an interesting life, instead of just sitting at home most of the time and having my life revolve around TV, laptop and books. Silently suffering in crushing loneliness and anxiety, battling the extreme highs and lows of BPD, living in cycles of obsessive and impulsive behaviour, stuck in a permanent state of fatigue, punctuated with aggression.

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